January 27

by admin on January 27, 2012

LITTLE BLACK DRESS

Driving to yoga on a chilly winter morning, running late, cutting through an alley between two hotels, I freeze-framed a young woman with straight, blonde-streaked hair, carelessly tossed over her shoulders, walking the other way, wearing a too-short-for-her-bright-white hips fake black leather V-necked dress, and all I could think was how cold she looked, how oddly out of season, and when the yoga teacher told us to relax, that relaxation yogis say is the first stage of bliss, and sleep, the second, I imagined that young woman going home after a night of bliss—or not—and thought not, given the way she walked, coat-less, head down, looking like something was over and sleep would have to wait.

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January 26

by admin on January 26, 2012

Sitting at her desk, she felt cheered by the sun and blue sky framed in the window and kept thinking she’d go out and walk by the river in just a minute, a few minutes, a little later, and when the sky dimmed, she said to the sky, there’s still some light, there’s still some time, but when she looked again, the sky had darkened−well, a night walk might be nice, she thought, looking up, then down, and when she looked again, the sky was black, as black as her computer screen in a shut-down mode.

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January 25

January 25, 2012

Pseudocidal Thoughts She put carrot creme on her face at night before she went to sleep and considered pseudocide.

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January 24

January 24, 2012

She went kickboxing instead of intending a meeting.

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January 23

January 23, 2012

She went to the Y to enroll in an aerobics class, and then went to a cafe and ordered a latte and chocolate cake and fast-walked home.

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January 22

January 22, 2012

The only beefsteak she bought was tomato >    

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January 21

January 21, 2012

SHOCK TREATMENT > click photo My father had 28 shock treatments before he became calm and forgot everything; my mother remembered everything and died filled with stress.

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January 20

January 20, 2012

“I still have to learn to drive in cyberspace,” she said, driving through a hypergallery, exclaiming STOP! STOP! cursing her cursor.

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January 19

January 19, 2012

TRAIN SCENE She was leaving him, they both knew, though he said I’m going to leave you now and kissed her on the cheek and walked away because she told him she didn’t want a train scene, a train pulling her away, leaving him standing, watching him watch her OOwatch him watch her OOOOwatch him [...]

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January 18

January 18, 2012

Ever-MORE SHE WANTED   more    more    more: as soon as a relationship was underway, she’d say “I WANT” —some called her greedy; others called her needy.

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